and the petals fell /​/​/ /​/​/ and the pleasures conspired /

by Nathan Fordyce-Wright

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1.
instrumental - other than some ooos and aaahs
2.
the last thing that I want is to be opposite those creatures of own influencing the repeating cycle yet I forget to think and find the bedroom floating here the spiral meets fluorescent actor spouting last thing that I want and yet my mouth is dry first thing that I need but I can't trust the fabric last thing that I want and yet the image lingers first thing I need-- --the touch of bubble floating to be settled in the moat which encapsulates my safe surrounds yet still I let the drawbridge down and welcome in the multitudes on post-shift knackered afternoon 'til dawn of chorus echoing and I don't know which room I'm in and in and down and further, t'wards that glimmer, glimmer, murmur static fabric lines the walls illuminating and exposed down and soon within a space of soft and subtle central state the last thing that I want and yet my mouth is dry first thing that I need but I can't trust the fabric last thing I want is you yet you appear is you yet you appear those last kind words do not own you but harbour some love in the seams they can't help but dictate the pattern of shift change or lack of it as may be you are the last thing that I want but maybe, you could be the only thing I need the only thing I want is to be ressurected in a vat of opaque calm within an oyster shelling out the smallest grain of sand refusing re-consumption through their never-slowing hourglass in fetid hands which encapsulate my soft surrounds from out of which I bundle find the only thing I need the only thing I need I find the only thing I need the only thing I need
3.
I think I'm living the dream up here behind the glass, inverse reflect imaginings I think I'm living the dream I'm the boss of escapist mass, overcharged for unreal things I think I'm living the dream redirect your nightly woes, put your faith in prescheduled scenes I think I'm living the dream what have I got to show? My b-b-b-b-body's so lean this dream is a light-cone of chemicals encased in a volatile bulb time to take it out time to pack it in time to puncture it I think I'm living the dream I think I'm living the dream I think I'm living the dream (x many) sleepless (fever) slideshow (sleeper) circuit (blooming) volatile (fuming) rewire my (skull) collapse the (bulb) chemical (bloom) volatile (bloom) rehome my (dream) re-sow my (seams) chemical (bloom) volatile (bloom) reshape the (scene) reframe the (dream) chemical (bloom) volatile (bloom) become the (bulb) blue-petalled (dove) chemical (bloom) volatile (bloom)
4.
instrumental
5.
GORILLA VII 03:07
your golden scythes swing side to side severing the fallow fields of flowers wild the petals fall pleasures conspire re-sown in practicality no time for pretty sighs your diamond drill bores deepest mines mine is the seam of coal for endless chimney spires the sleepers cave a broken spine collapsing over untapped veins of unfurling fire your blunted axe is traded in given up your only son to thing of many limbs yet can't compete with chimney spires again and again and again you give away what's sired GORILLA VII is harvesting never cease its overgrowing spliced malicious grin it ploughs the earth and takes its time over and over and over watch its pistons fire this Anthropocene is slowly collapsing (x2) again o' these flowers of mine (are wilting) o' these flowers of mine (are wilting) o' these flowers of mine (are wilting) o' these flowers, these flowers of mine (are wilting) are wilting are wilting
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My eyes lifted t'ward that fallow tide the wildflower pool beckoned with its petal bloom I lay within a grove of rashes billowing I sought reprieve from smokestacks ever-churning do I already know that this is where the future grows? in this shimmering haze, a near-transparent everglade I'll take some time to unfurl in this unreal shine our anomaly which curls the wind around its seams and I feel the ever-present pocket watch its ticking slow-descending t'ward a total stop and I feel the bloom around start to envelope me here beneath the continuous entropy and my atrophy begins uncertain fade dissolving into rooting sprawl beneath my lay and I'm counting on never surfacing but know that life must begin I know that life must begin again I awake in an unfamiliar place its static walls ripple through these unknown halls yet soon I find an albatross with wings spread wide embracing me its says that I should never leave do I already know that this is where the future holds? in this labyrinth, swirling halls where myth exists I'll take some time to find the exit from this shrine this classical space, hides me from that which I faced and I feel my pocket-watch begin to tick as the static all around me forms a total bliss and I rise amidst the rippling and take a seat opposite the albatross with speckled beak it says to me that soon the vivid petals will fall and my everglade will cease to hold a calming call and I must awake and I must conspire to find a way from static halls and motion from this mire billow, reeds billow in motion's union i see your willow lean t'ward rashes dance though her soldered stalk does wish detach winter me and the petals fell under weight of peerage shook these flowers of mine rearranged once petals rise "le tranquille, tu il mepris" and the pleasures conspired as we uproot and ne'er our winter threatens break its hold through cold nights lingering on and on 'top fallow fields of captured bloom our petals long decayed whilst occupied in muted hues "si bas, si bas, trop ba"
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instrumental
8.
instrumental
9.
motion breathing sink through ceiling morning after heard your laughter breathe breathe holding (steady) soon be (ready) sudden (feeling) ride with (evening) done with (worry) though I'm (sorry) feel an (unknown) hand on (uncombed) nail scratch o'er all's well's over feeling daybreak move opaque through breathe through holding (steady) soon be (ready) sudden (feeling) ride with (evening) done with (worry) though I'm (sorry) feel an (unknown) hand on (uncombed) down breathe down moving through the static with a stranger in my hair peculiar, not particular, though these particles seem unaware of that tactile air, that wax through which we move there's Aztec carvings in the walls, decorating Al Maktoum so pop another bottle and pull another card something 'bout that paisley pattern's got my fingers rolling hard so how about another smoke break? then why not, maybe two? tongue-tied knots around the ash, I feel the static start to move I feel the static start to move my skin through waxen starts to bloom lay me down low lay me down so low lay me, lay me low lay me down so low (why not say it?) (why don't we say it?) (why not say it?) (we're moving, moving fast through opaque)
10.
Iutum III 03:17
hewn from willow skin my idol remains within, contained within the bell jar lain supine we sink within my idol remains within, encased within the thick tar laying silent on misty island I saw you praying by philosopher's tombstone enticer, that powdered relaxer pervades the space of this once empty room rented only for what they told me an entertainer, a fool of a tune full of wonder, that two-step blunder echoes on through the old sleepers' fumes hewn from willow skin my idol remains within, contained within the bell jar (feel the fallow flowers fall their petals strewn in crowded hall they're sifted through by strangers' hands re-sown into a marching band they wish the pleasures soon expire for soon my body slowly tires whilst gathering and garnering the petals kept in mourning) lain supine we sink within my idol remains within, encased within the thick tar (surely we can go without those herbs which make our body shout we feel it start to take a tole as dig and dig our hapless holes there's no use talking sense) laying silent on misty island I saw you praying by philosopher's tombstone enticer, that powdered relaxer pervades the space of this once empty room rented only for what they told me an entertainer, a fool of a tune full of wonder, that two-step blunder echoes on through the old sleepers' fumes I swear this cycle will end as petals grow and pleasures inspire again I swear this cycle will end as petals grow and pleasures inspire again I swear this cycle will end as petals grow and pleasures inspire again I swear this cycle will end as petals grow and pleasures inspire again
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instrumental
12.
Voice Maroon 05:35
it all seems endless now our forest sunken found the tide broke overnight petals clouding flooded sight the world has opened up our tides connect to unseen, unthoughtm here and now has your voice marooned too soon? has your island sunk? through gloom? it all seems peaceful now the tides retract from town you thought it was so sure in time there'll be no more has your voice marooned too soon? has your island sunk through gloom? and I feel the dawning sun I can't blame anyone no I can't blame anyone and I feel you out of my reach on this island I'm beached yes, on this island I'm beached and I feel the pouring rain and I don't feel the same no, I don't feel the same and I feel that life without you will be pleasures a few will be pleasures a few and I feel a moment of joy and take some time to enjoy I take some time to enjoy and I take some time to enjoy I take some time to enjoy I take some time to enjoy and I take some time to enjoy I take some time to enjoy I take some time to enjoy and I take some time to enjoy I take some time to enjoy I take some time to enjoy and I

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This album explores cycles of self-destructive behaviour, late-stage capitalism and climate collapse. WARNING: May include references to colossal, world-devouring gorillas.

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released February 3, 2024

Written, performed and produced by Nathan Fordyce-Wright

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